Top 5 Kisses

What is your favorite way to be kissed?

1. French kissed!

2. Passionately with a little tounge.

3. Long and passionate.

4. Slow, gentle and sensous.

5. Unexpectedly, preferably in the middle of a sentence or similar type of situation.

Picture Yourself

Nothing quite does it for a man like a visual treat. So, this holiday season, why not surprise him with some sexy photos... of you! Not sure how to do it? Don’t worry, we’ve got all the planning taken care of for you. Just choose some of the great ideas below and create a masterpiece he will treasure forever.

Getting Yourself Ready

• If your photos are going to be nude ones, make sure you don’t wear anything that will leave lines on your skin (like bra straps or tight waist pants) for an hour or so before your photo shoot.
• If you are worried about the appearance of cellulite or imperfections, consider a self-tanner. Some do-it-yourself ones work pretty well. Something to remember is to wash your hands thoroughly after application. Also, use a slightly damp towel to rub your wrists, elbows, ankles, feet, and knees immediately after application to avoid discoloration (that isn’t in the directions, just a tip from an experienced do-it-yourselfer). If you don’t want to risk doing it on your own, visit a salon and get a spray on tan. They work very well and most people are satisfied with the results. If for some reason, you aren’t, a solution of lemon juice and water does a great job of removing self-tanners.

Getting the Location Ready

• Make sure you have a while for privacy. You don’t want to have to be warding off the children while trying to be sexy.
• Lighting can help you or hurt you in a photo shoot. For example, fluorescent lights are the most unflattering option you could choose. Yellow lights (colored lights, not the soft yellow/orange that comes from lamps – lamp light is very flattering) are a close second, casting a very un-sexy sickly hue on your skin. Red, purple, and blue lights, however can be very nice. Candle light and lamplight are nice, but many cameras don’t take very good photos in that kind of low light. Spotlights, or something working like a spotlight like a floodlight propped up high, can allow you to get very creative with light and shadows.
• Think about the final look before you begin. If you want sultry, think of what colors, fabrics, and lighting go along with that. If you think he’d like fun and flirtatious better, than imagine what setting might capture that feeling. If you are hoping to make a real piece of art out of your photos, take the time to really plan it out.
• Whatever setting you choose, make sure that it is clutter free. You don’t want to get the prints back and realize they are starring you next to a trash can, a box of tampons, bills, the television, or a basket full of laundry.

Printing and Packaging Your Photos

• If you don’t have the capability of printing the photos yourself at home, I must warn you that some photo shops will not print nude photos for you. So, to avoid the embarrassment, upload the photos to a web album and order the prints to be sent to your home. That way, you will never have to see the face of the person who printed your photos. If that still sounds risky to you, burn your photos to a disk, take it down to the photo machine at your local drug store (the kind that print out of the machine, not the ones that print out behind the counter – I’ve made this mistake… not as funny as it sounds), wait until there is no one around, and print them as fast as you can.
• Some ideas for delivery of your photos are: by email or phone photo messaging, in a scrapbook with notes and decorations, in a treasure box, in a frame, as a calendar, or in a photo album.

Photo Shoot Ideas

• Dress up in a sexy costume (use your imagination: Daisy Duke, Little Red Riding Hood, Cleopatra, Princess Lea, Marilyn Monroe, a bumblebee, a cat a schoolgirl, a racecar driver, a French maid, a flight attendant – you get the idea) and pose yourself in sexy positions. Imagine yourself posing for one of those calendars you see in mechanic shops for inspiration. For the holiday season, consider costumes like a naughty little elf or hot Mrs. Claus.
• Wear a white t-shirt or a bathing suit and photograph yourself washing his car, getting all wet and soapy in the process. Don’t forget to get your hair wet and play with it a lot during the shoot – men love the wet look.
• Dress in retro lingerie or a retro bathing suit and do your hair and make up in the same theme. When you have completed your photo shoot, mess around with different color schemes like black and white or black and white with lips and nails red.
• Try a Western themed photo shoot. Dress in one of those fluffy, saloon-style dresses with ringlets or messy hair and cowboy boots. Use a shimmer powder on your legs, arms, cheeks, and cleavage to simulate the sexy kind of sweat men like to see. Take your photos with the sun beating down on you. Focus your shots on your bare shoulders, chest, and legs. Pull your skirt up to the top of your thighs in a suggestive, tough, but sexy way like you are posing for a movie poster starring Selma Hyack and Sharon Stone as brothel temptresses turned bank robbers.

Arranging the Perfect Setting

• Choose a setting appropriate for the feeling you are going for. There are plenty of great places around the house that are great for sexy photo shoots. Pose with his precious car or in his shop holding an electric drill. Take your camera to the water. Take photos of yourself in the bath, shower, or pool. Take photos of yourself in the kitchen baking cupcakes wearing nothing but an apron and stilletos. Photograph yourself lying on the bed or sitting on the side. Try all different angles. Position your camera to take photos over your shoulder or from a place slightly above your head while you are lying down. Take some photos using your hands or the sheets to cover your bikini area. Focus on shots of your back, tummy, hips, legs, lips, neck, and cleavage for classically tempting photos.
• Take progressive photos of you taking your clothes off. Begin to unbutton your shirt in the first photo. Turn around and drop your shirt in the second photo. Reveal you in a sexy bra for the third. Undo the snap in the fourth. Take it off in the fifth, but use your hands to cover your nipples until the last shot.
• If you want to make a real piece of art with your body, paint your entire body with a solid color and sprinkle glitter dust over yourself or paint a modern art style mural or tribal pattern on yourself. Pose yourself in interesting positions to highlight the artistry in your photos.

Taking the Photos:

• Set up your camera to take a series of shots and take a ton of them so that you have plenty to choose from.
• If you like having fun with camera effects, trying using the settings on your camera or your photo editing software to make an art deco pic or antiqued print.
• Experiment with close-ups of your face, lips, hips, or neck and shoulders. Take full body shots and partial body shots. Place your hands by your face or on your body. Use props appropriate for your theme, if you have one. Sheer fabrics over your body are a great way to add a little mystery to your photos while also masking imperfections.

50 Sexy Turn Ons

Want a way to completely turn on your partner? Try one of these 50 ways submitted by users like you!

1. She will appear around the house semi-naked, like getting dinner and only wear an apron or wear dungarees, but no shirt or bra. -Hamish Muir
   
2. During lovemaking it turns me on when my girl looks me in the eye and tells me she loves me. -Miss Liz
   
3. He lightly runs his hands up and down my back, then gently kisses up my spine. -Megan
   
4. Kisses me softly on my breasts and on my inner thighs! It's just so wonderful! -Diane Elmore
   
5. While kissing me, he gently bites my bottom lip ~Ohhhh Yeah! -B.
   
6. He calls me at work in the middle of the day, unexpectedly, says "I Love You" and hangs up the phone. I absolutely enjoy this, it gets me every time and I can't wait to get home and hold him in my arms. -Joanna
   
7. When he whispers to me, or when he cuddles or touches me without me doing it first. -Erin
   
8. He uses his sensual lips and puts them on every spot of my body. -Shelly
   
9. Sucking on my toes! -Christina
   
10. He will suck my fingertips-one by one as we're watching a movie. We usually don't make it through the movie!!!! -Holly
    
11. He will walk up behind me and surprise me by whispering softly in my ear how much he loves me, and then he will gently kiss my neck. -Aimee
    
12. When she tells me that she wants to make love with me. -Steve Fremgen
    
13. There is definitely one spot on my neck that makes me absolutely crazy. It is the height of sensuality and ecstasy. It creates want, need, and desire. -Alicia
    
14. One of my turn-ons is when my boyfriend runs one finger down the back of my neck. Talk about chills. Oo!!! =) -Tasia
    
15. The way he comes up behind me and pulls me into him in a very close embrace. I can feel his whole body pressing against me, and feel his breath on the nape of my neck and his lips. Mmmmm that's always enough to send me over the edge. -Leigh
    
16. With his hands he goes down on either side of my spine and sends chills down to my toenails. It drives me crazy. -Kathy
    
17. Passionate kiss on the lips. -Jay Trinidad
    
18. When we are at a party, or somewhere where there are a lot of people, and he whispers sexy nothings into my ear! -Nicole
    
19. Biting on my ear gently and breathing heavily with moaning sounds. -Popeye
    
20. When we are kissing, which is a lot! He nibbles my ears and barely breaths my name in my ear as if we were having sex. -Trace'
    
21. When I am naked and he kisses me down my back, bottom, and the backs of my legs. -Tracy
    
22. He gives me a full body massage and then kisses all over my body. -Anonymous
    
23. When he presses me against the wall and looks into my eyes, and then gently holds the back of my neck and kisses me. -Molly
    
24. The one thing my partner does that really turns me on would have to be how he whispers dirty things in my ear when we are having foreplay. -Jennifer
    
25. Kissing the insides of my knees. -Christi
    
26. Nibbles - everywhere!!! -Debby
    
27. All my boyfriend has to do is kiss me. My boyfriend always has his eyes closed when we kiss, but occasionally we keep our eyes open and stare into each other's eyes while we're kissing. We've been together for almost four years and he can still get me ready to go by just kissing me. I think that's more romantic than anything I can think of. -Michele
    
28. It has to be the soft teasing kisses. It makes me sigh just thinking of them. -Mary
    
29. My boyfriend will walk up to me at the strangest times and tell me what he would like to do to me if we were alone. He loves to tell me these thing in places like church! -Marissa
    
30. The one thing that always gets me going is when he bites me on the back of the neck, not as soft as a little nibble but hard enough to leave a mark. I don't know what it is about that, but it just gets my juices flowing. -Charma Lay
    
31. A wonderful kiss that leaves me breathless and wanting more, much more! -Dorothy
    
32. His gentle touches when we are making love. -Bonie
    
33. The thing that make me wild is when my honey starts at my lips and kisses his way to my tummy! I love it when he kisses my tummy so soft and sensually. He licks an area around my belly button then blows on it, it gives me goose bumps all through my body. I LOVE IT! -Lindsay
    
34. He turns me on when he pays every single bit of his attention to me and looks me in the eyes. I know he really does love me, it's a meeting of our souls. -Beth
    
35. When he looks at me with desire in his eyes. His pupils enlarge so much I could drown in them and his face gets so intense like he can barely hold back from jumping on me and making love to me right there. -D K's Dryad
    
36. Silk robe and boxers. -Angel
    
37. I love it when she brushes her breasts over my body... that drives me wild. -Glenn
    
38. When she watches me lovingly while I watch TV. -Chuck
    
39. He puts his arm around my back and holds my face while he kisses me. -Vyunda
    
40. What really turns me on is when my boyfriend runs his tongue across my back and kisses my back to wake me up in the morning. -Maddy
    
41. How as he is touching me, hugging me, kissing me, making love to me - he is totally into it. He's not doing it JUST to make me happy, he's doing it because he really enjoys my body and being with me. What a turn-on!!! -Doryntony
    
42. When she removes her hair band, she leans back her head slightly and shakes her hair out so it is straight. All I can say is wow. It is a great turn on because it looks so quintessentially feminine, and she often does it in places and situations where I cannot react to it (public places, in company, etc.). That must be one of the reasons it such a turn on, I have to wait to react. -Gabriel K.
    
43. Teasing, in any way shape or form. -Cole
    
44. He always rubs my feet after I get out of the bath and that is the most intimate thing you could do for your lover. For us it always leads to really great sex! -Butterfly
    
45. She drives me crazy by gently kissing and blowing on my back. It sends chills up and down my spine. -L
    
46. Surprise me by not wearing underwear when we go out. Being creative in finding ways to let me know adds to the enjoyment. -Nick
    
47. My husbands' sheer enjoyment of our intimacy always makes me happy, comfortable and turns me on! The fact that he is always "up" (pun intended!) for lovemaking and is so comfortable in expressing his pleasure is a driving force in our sexual relationship. -Liss
    
48. My man looks into my eyes and says the most incredible things to me while lovemaking. It's like he can get into my mind and bring me to new heights using only his words and his eyes -P.J.
    
49. Oh My Gosh! I have to say that for me, the one thing that turns me on the most is when he talks to me. Says erotic things, like, lay back and relax honey, or you like that don't you baby. I find that it makes me get into the mood all the more, and the passion heightens as well. -Jen
    
50. Just being around her. I love to watch her dress. -Jack

The Twelve Days of Sexmas

by Brettani Shannon

Day 1: Naked Baking
Get your holiday baking done while treating your man to the first sexy surprise of his Twelve Days of Sexmas. Mix ingredients with foreplay and by the time your treats are ready bake, you'll both be ready for a treat of a different kind.

Day 2: A Sexy Photo Shoot with Your Man as the Photographer
Invite your man into your “studio” for a sexy photo shoot. Put on a sexy playlist, give him the camera, and tell him to instruct you, posing you in any position he wants. Resist him as long as you can to get him to his maximum state of arousal.

Day 3: A Silly Sexy Gift
Give your guy a gift that will bring a smile to his face. Check out the Clone A Willy (a form to make a chocolate replica of his Willy). Another idea would be one of those pair of thong underwear for him that features a small plush elephant with a nose that doubles as pouch for his manliness.

Day 4: Holiday Role Play
Dress up like a Candy Striper and paint his “candy” like a candy cane with edible paints. Transform yourself into a naughty little elf and tell Santa all the bad bad things you’ve done. Dress yourself in a sexy Mrs. Claus costume, light holiday scented candles, and treat your Santa to a night he'll never forget.

Day 5: Holiday Themed Toys
Give him a candy cane glass toy to use on you, or slip into some Christmas lingerie.

Day 6: Erotic Film Night
Find a female-friendly erotic film to enjoy together. Invite your guy for dinner and a movie, surprising him with the film you chose once the food is gone!

Day 7: Naughty Or Nice
Play a game of sexy Truth or Dare. For truth, ask questions about your lover's fantasies, and then when its your turn to take a dare, let your partner know you're willing to act those fantasies out!

Day 8: A Sexy Honey-Do List
Instead of the ordinary long list of honey do projects that you normally give him around this time, give him a surprise one that won’t require a tool box, but may still require his muscles. Give him a list of needs you have ranging from a sensual massage to multiple orgasms!

Day 9: Sex Coupons
Turn the tables and send a little sexual attention his way. Buy or make up a coupon book full of sensual treats like a sexy shower encounter, an anytime/anywhere romp, or an hour of trying new positions from the Kama Sutra book.

Day 10: Holiday Cocktails and a Sex Game
Make eggnog, spiked mulled cider, or cranberry martinis to enjoy during your evening of sensual gaming. Play games like Fourplay Connect, All Night Love Affair, or The Tantric Lovers Game.

Day 11: The Gift of You in a Bow
Surprise him with the gift of you wearing nothing but a bow!

Day 12: Christmas Morning Sex in Bed
Get your Christmas morning off to the right start and leave your lover glowing all day. Perhaps this Christmas morning treat could become your new holiday tradition!

romantic Ideas

Ideas: At Work

A "Kissable" Surprise
I was in a "romantic idea" mood and decided that I wanted to surprise my boyfriend with something while he was at work. I get done an hour earlier than he does, so I drove over to his work and put Hershey kisses all over his car! I left before he came out so I couldn't see the reaction on his face, but said it was absolutely the sweetest thing any body has ever done for him!
--submitted by Anonymous

A Dollar for Your Smile
One night I called my boyfriend up at work and found out that he was having a bad night. Trying to think of a way to make him smile, but lacking money, I pulled out a dollar and wrote in big block letters “SMILE” and laminated it. I drove up to his job and placed it on his truck, so when he got off work he would instantly smile!
--submitted by Candi

A Single Rose
My girlfriend and I work in the same office, on the graveyard shift. Nobody else at work knows we are a couple. One night I bought a single rose at the local supermarket on my way in to work, and kept it in my car in a bottle of bottled water during our shift. About an hour before quitting time, I snuck out and put it on her windshield. It got a beautiful response.
--submitted by Roger

A Work Surprise
My boyfriend and I lived together so it was kind of hard to surprise him, but I had told him the night before that my department at work wanted to have a staff meeting at 7am. So I left the house that morning at 6:30am and drove over to his office. At his office you had to have a card to get into the building. (I stole his from his briefcase!) I decorated his cubical with a banner saying, “I love you.” I put confetti kisses and hearts and “X and O’s” all over his desk, chair and the floor. I then put a stuffed animal caterpillar on his Monitor that said “ I love you” on the body. And then I left him a card on his keyboard. I was so nervous that he would get there early since I woke up early. But, I got to work and he called me about 45 minutes later and was so surprised and he loved that I went through all that trouble. And it all only cost me under $20. Oh, and I left his access card on his desk saying, “Thanks!”
--submitted by Stephanie

After Work Balloon Surprise
My girlfriend works nights and I work days, so it is kind of hard for us to spend a lot of time together. I wanted to surprise her, so what I did one night was I wrote down all the things I love about her. Then I got a bunch of balloons. On each balloon I wrote different reasons of what I loved about her. Then I went to her work and placed all of the balloons in her car for her to see when she got off work. I must have blown up about 40 of them. She loved it!! She thanked me and said it was one of a kind.
--submitted by Gene

After Work Surprise II
I took a Chinese box decorated with hearts that I bought at a hobby/craft store and put Hershey's Valentine Kisses in it. I bought a heart with a key that read, "He who holds the key can unlock my heart" and placed the key at the bottom underneath the kisses, and kept the heart with me. Then I wrote a poem on a little pink heart made out of paper saying, "Between the kisses you will find the key to unlock the greatest treasure of all time. Come to me, my Love, and see the treasure you are seeking." I placed that in his truck, while he was at work, and also placed valentine stickers all over his windows on his truck. I included a gigantic card in his truck along with balloons that I blew up myself (earlier that day). There were balloons everywhere! He loved it.
--submitted by Alia

Bad Day Box
I live in Boston and my boyfriend goes to school in North Carolina, so I wanted to send him a little something that he'd never think of getting from me. I went to a craft store and bought a small wooden box ($1) that looked like a little treasure chest. I painted it his favorite color and wrote on top "Jonathan's Bad Day Box". Inside I put a Hershey's hug and a Kiss and a note that said when you're having a bad day or just feeling blue open up your bad day box and there will always be a hug and kiss for you. I also sent a bag of "refills".
--submitted by Emily

Balloon Love Note
I did this for my boyfriend just after we started going together. I got a plain balloon and wrote a little love note on a small piece of romantic paper. I put it in the balloon then filled it with helium! I tied it to his antenna while he was at work because he LOVES getting attention!
--submitted by Becca

Blast 'em with Love!
My boyfriend was at work one night, and I somehow managed to snag his car keys. I went to his truck and put in a CD I had made with our song and some other love songs on it. I set the volume and CD so that when he turned on his truck, the stereo would blast our song right at the beginning. I attached a little note on the steering wheel saying "I love you!"
--submitted by Becka

Boyfriend Appreciation Day
My boyfriend (now husband) always took great strides to make me feel happy and loved. He has always been there for me, and I wanted to honor him in a special way, so I created a "Boyfriend Appreciation Day." I started the day early by picking him up breakfast and delivering it too his work. I then had a basket of toys and treats delivered to his office (silly putty, race cars, cookies, etc.) with a big sign on it that said "Boyfriend Appreciation Day." I called him several times to see how he was doing and to tell him that I loved him. I then made a special dinner that night. All of his friends were jealous and it made him feel really loved and special.
--submitted by Tammie

sensual stories

One Night Only

by Patrice Placide

What would you do if you had one last night to share hot, steamy, passionate love with that special someone? If you only had one night to show them that they were all you needed in your life? This is my story of that one night…

It had been too long since I last touched his warm, smooth skin, smelled his scent, and tasted his flesh. Now that I had him here with me, I wanted to take my time and memorize every inch of him. I wondered if he had any idea what he did to me? What I felt whenever I saw the smallest part of his flesh? Snickering wickedly inside I thought…after tonight he would.

I get the most electrifying thrill that runs through me whenever I catch a glimpse of his stomach as his shirt raises; a deep wantonly ache whenever I stare at his manly bulge; and an ungodly desire that fills me when I catch him staring at my chest.

Simply put -- I love his body. I love touching it, caressing it, licking it, and tasting it. I love the smell, the heat, and the texture. So that is where I decided to start.

I slowly removed his clothes, piece by piece, revealing his ridiculously sexy body to me. In a way, I was unwrapping him, open and bare to my gaze. I had him lie on the bed and put his hands behind his head and keep them there. No matter what I did, no matter how badly he may have wanted to move them, he had to keep them there or I would stop. I wanted to take my time to discover and explore without any interruptions.

After arranging him on the bed, I slowly removed my clothing, letting his hungry gaze take in my naked flesh. I began my worship of his body at his forehead, softly pressing my lips to his brow, kissing gently, before moving down. I was imprinting the shape of his eyes, the curve of his cheek, and the steel of his jaw.

Slowly, I traced the shape of his mouth with my tongue before teasingly dangerously between his lips. I ran the tip of my tongue across his teeth, tracing the contours before slowly sliding my tongue into his mouth. I kissed him deeply, rubbing my tongue against his, thrusting my tongue in and out. The kiss turned ravenous with want, need, and desire.

Before I lost my head, however, I pulled back, sucking on his bottom lip and looked into his passion-glazed eyes. Oh yes, he wanted this too and it was driving him crazy to let me be in control.

I tortured him a little more with my tongue by licking a path from his neck to his shoulder. I could tell he was getting more excited by his never-ending groans. When I reached the point where his neck meets his shoulder, I lightly bit him -- taking his skin between my teeth, and giving him my mark. I felt him gasp as I did this, his organ hardening with the excitement.

At this point, I pushed his legs apart and knelt between them so that I could explore the rest of his body. My breasts pressed lightly against his chest, my nipples grazing his as I moved over him. I moved down from his throat, across his chest, licking and sucking on his flesh. I kissed my way across to his nipple, where I circled it with my tongue, arousing it, running my tongue across the flat top, making it sensitive, before sucking it into my mouth. I took it lightly between my teeth, biting gently, rolling it between my lips. With one final swipe of my tongue, I then moved to the other nipple, giving it the exact same attention as the first.

I moved down his body, kissing my way down across his stomach, abdomen, and settled my legs around him; wedging him between them as I sucked and licked the flesh around his navel, dipping my tongue into it. He flexed as my breasts pressed against him, rubbing him as his hips arched.

Noticing he was enjoying this a little too much, I pulled away and continued my journey downward. I bypassed his groin, instead kissing and sucking my way down his legs. I made my way down his thigh, past his knee, along his calf, leaving a trail from my tongue. I then repeat this on his other leg in the opposite direction.

While I did this, I noticed he was glistening a little as his body was preparing for what was to come. Not finished with my examination, I settled between his thighs and lightly dragged my nails along the skin of his inner thighs before reaching his scrotum area. I took his precious jewels in one hand, lightly and slowly massaging them. I then wrapped my other hand around the base of his quivering member, holding it, squeezing it as I leaned over and slowly licked all around the head, finding every drop of his essence that my hand had missed. I licked up and down, swiping my tongue over his slit, before slowly sliding him into my mouth. I wrapped my lips around him, closed my eyes and just savored him for a moment. I had no idea how long this memory had to last, so I was going to milk I for all it was worth.

However, my night went a little differently than I had planned. He could no longer stay restrained and decided to do a little turning of the tables. I can’t say I didn’t enjoy every second of this little payback. When neither of us could stand it any longer we joined in the most intense session of lovemaking I’d ever had, culminating at the peak of the most amazing orgasm either of had ever experienced. I was certainly what I had planned…a night neither of us would ever forget.

love story

The First Time

by Rebecca Doremus

The first time… what a magical moment it is.

In my dream of our first time, I picture that I arrive before you, preparing the room in anticipation for the much-awaited first union of our souls. I place cherry & vanilla candles throughout the room, creating a path of halos to light your way to me. A fire burns strongly in the stone fireplace, the smell of cedar filling the air. I put in a CD of Kenny G. The soft sultry sounds of a sax fill my head, the music dancing with my soul. I draw a bath to relax my nerves before your arrival. As I undress the steam in the room caresses my body, a sheen of sweat beads on my forehead. I pull my hair up and climb into the sunken tub. The white fluffy bubbles envelope me and the fragrance of Rafinee fills the air. The candles cast a comforting glow on the walls as I begin to unwind from the days work. I lay back, my eyes closed, letting the music transport me to another place. Time passes and with it the day's troubles fall like aged leaves on a tree. I am startled by a knock on the door.

"Are you ever coming out, or do you plan to spend the whole night in the tub?" You whisper jokingly. Then your voice turns serious. "Are you scared, baby?"

I am unsure how to answer. We have never made love, not in all the time that we have known each other. Yes, I suppose I am a little scared. But I am excited, too. I trust you with everything that I have. Since I have met you I have become so much stronger in my self-esteem. I no longer look into the mirror and see an ugly little girl who has been cast aside to many times to count. I now see a very strong woman who accepts her looks and the toll that life has taken on her with pride and a sense of accomplishment for having survived. You have made everything all right. In your arms I will be safe for whatever lay ahead.

The sound of the door opening fills me with anticipation. You enter, clothed only in your pants, and come over to the side of the tub, sitting on a wide cushioned stool. My fears evaporate as I gaze at you. You pick up a washcloth from a small shelf over the rub, filling it with soapy water, and begin to run it from my toes up to my thighs. A sigh of contentment escapes from my lips.

"I am too happy to be scared." I whisper.

You begin to run the washcloth over my shoulders and down my chest. You dip the cloth back into the water, and then ease it over each soapy breast, until my nipples become taunt. I find myself sinking lower into the tub and widening the space between my legs as the washcloth makes its way over the tops of my thighs down inside to the place between them. Caressing, kneading, you rub the cloth over my mound, then more intensely over my pubic lips. Increasing the weight of your hand on the cloth, you do not rush, but just continue to exert an even pressure, over and over, until I feel I will explode. The pressure is too much and my legs tighten around your hand as you bring me to a blinding climax.

After you feel my release, you stand and lift a large white towel next to you. My body is still shuddering as you lift me out of the tub and wrap me in the towel. You lead me to the bedroom, drying me in your arms as you walk. I feel like a baby, like a woman, like a seductress and a powerless child all at the same time as you place me gently on the king-sized bed. I watch as you remove your pants, and see that you are already aroused as you lay down on top of me, kissing my neck, my lips, my breasts in your urgency.

I feel excited all over again, not at all fearful when I entreat you to come inside me. When you do, lifting yourself up slightly as you guide your penis into me, I fell a moment of tightening, quickly followed by a rising joy unlike any sensation I have ever known. You move slowly, expertly leading me towards ecstasy with your long, slow thrusts. As you feel me begin to peak, you jam yourself up hard inside me, filling my body completely, making me cry out.

As I let go, I feel every demon of my past go too. I finally believe myself to be the beautiful woman, which you keep telling me that I am, healthy, vibrant, and strong... and happy, so very happy.

The hours which follow are just as memorable for you as they are for me. It was so exciting. The time you have spent teaching me to make love to you, as you would like is electrifying. Despite your sexual expertise, this remains the purest pleasure as we luxuriate in exploring each other's wants, needs, and desires, creating a reality from the dreams which we have both had in the past. And I have shown just how passionate I can be, more passionate than you would have guessed. All my timidness has been thrown to the wind. You are amazed at how turned on you are by how thoroughly I adore you and want to please you as well as being pleased.

Hours later we lay wrapped in each other's arms, exhausted and content, a feeling of completeness and oneness surrounding us. The moonlight streams in through the window, lace curtains fashioning the light into golden stripes across the foot of the bed. Your hand brushes mine, your other stroking the side of my face. As your mouth comes down over mine, I cannot protect myself from the feelings, which you provoke in me. Your lips are soft at first, gently exploring my mouth yet again. I find myself all too willing, my arms winding around your neck, my breasts arching to your chest. Over and over you amaze me, as you awaken feelings, which I thought I could not feel ever again. I close my eyes as your mouth engulfs my mouth, your tongue moves along my throat, my breasts, my stomach, evoking sensations of utter bliss. When you move your body over mine and enter me, I cling to you. My hands roam over your shoulders, your belly, and your arms.

How do you do this to me? How do you make all these wonderful feelings come alive in my body? How do you comfort my soul so? We fit together like two pieces of a puzzle in all that we do. We are matched in drive and passion for what we want out of life. We believe in the same things.